ON MY BIRTHDAY...

My birthday for tis year is not the best as it before,
I really hope it will be better than last year but it doesn't happen...
I was so happy that all my best friends wished me "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!"...
But I feel like something is missing though...
Is it because of my family problems or some personal problems???
I really don't know what is happening now man...
Can someone please tell me what is happening now!!!
Plz...............................